i notice a certain change in me. actually i'm crying inside most of the time.it's just that nobody knows that.i feel very restless and sometimes hard to breathe...why??i feel insecure,troubled and well..sad.
sometimes during math class, when my math lao shi keeps repeating things (mentioned in the previous blog),i feel like shoving the microphone into his mouth...teacher,stop repeating!!!!i can take it no more.ur irritating me.i feel like crying...suddenly there is a change of emotions and if i could just walk out of the class,i would.
when my dad says: 10p.m arrrhs!!!
i was like" if only 10 didnt' existed. who was that gundo who made this number!?when i was 10 i didn't enjoy much..but this matter ain't that bad.what bout the gurls i know in my class...do u really hate me?whats in me that u seem to dislike me sooooo much?am i too fat?way smarter than u??*cos onlii zhenghua managed to beat me*hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...or is it my original british-american slang?->*this one y.j toldme bout it.taking it into consideration.they seem to want me to speak heavy singlish or another words, ahlian language otherwise knownas animal language??in dreams...lolx.
well.i g2g.nights
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