hmm..today's quite a busy one. the student council had the HOC ceremony. congrats girls and guy!!! hahas. i did the photo taking thingy..it was fun. it'll be completely awesome if i were to be up there next year. but i'd intend to focus more on cca. thank me DRAMA CLUB!! lol. thats all on this morn's assembly.
today i also got my MYE results back. i can assure u that i'll not be on the top 10 this semester. i totally screwed it. i failed math . other subjects passed but borderline only. I'M FREAKING OUT!! i still don't know my literature and sci marks. please lord....HELP ME!! i can't get out of top 10. i'll freak out. but whatever it is as long as i pass...okayy le. it feels like for this exam, i wasn't motivated to study like sh1t. i don't know why. i guess the *study* engine is rusty. sorrie mummy and daddy!! i think top 15 ok le...i'll work much much harder for EOY. I PROMISE.
people piss me off.. well most of the time. i wasn't meant to be here. i wanna get out!! i love my school , i love my family , i love my cca but the thing is..i don't feel i belong. i'm like an alien.
it's like i don't have a super duper best friend other than god. if only i'm in like england or something. probably in mars would be a good idea too.
hmm..other than that..i was thinking to write a book. what do u think??i feel like it's a good idea.
i hope...well nothing to say already.
goodnight.
Labels: random, rant, reflection
