i was just thinking about the topic on friends. i guess im classified as a nerd. have you seen my friends? lol. no offence. i wonder what is it like to be in some sort of clique. i never had that before. i guess people just hated me back then. it's not that i hate my friends or sumthing but, i mean, they're not the ones i've always dreamed of. yuan jin is currently with them and she seems happier.
a blogpost from one of my classmates mentioned that she danced wildly.( i won't say abt the situation.) does this mean she was meant to be with them than to be with me? im not those teenagers that smokes, dresses inappropriately, parties and has a list of dumped boyfriends. here's what i really am:
[[ i love opera singing; i love musicals; i don't party; im not really fashionable(yet but i will be); i hate mini skirts/shorts; i hate chinese music; i hate cracking jokes that are lame; im not "hyper"; i don't really like gatherings; im not rich; i don't use vulgrities (on a regular basis) and finally, i heart school.]]
think about it, does that sound like anyone you know other than moi? i even love french stuff. some people say they sound like indians but i beg to differ. they are complete idoitic racists.
i don't mean that y.j is any of that sort. she's nice and isn't evil. but i can see that she might one day be like them. oh well. maybe just someday i might get to experience the life of having a clique. oh yeah, if ya'll are thinking that drama club is like a clique, think again. without certain people, we are individuals. just like me. i am one and one alone.
it's true that i have an "attitude". but i mean, who doesn't? some of those idiotic girls have horrid attitudes but the gain popularity from that. take it from my class. h.m? e? anyone who dares to tell me they are okay and are not rude shall be hanged. lmao. kidding. teasing professionals. hahas. go on, laugh. when i become a sucessful person then we see who gets the last laugh.
well, that's all for today.
Labels: rant, reflection
