hmm i think i'll just blog for a moment . since im suddenly in the mood.
anyways ..
all i could think about these past few days are :
" why in the world can't i be prettier? ( i know it's lame -.-" ) "
come to think of it, I AM PRETTY. problem here? im FAT.
yes people. being FAT is MISERY.
if you ever thought of being fat, STOP. you'll just experience the same things im facing.
why in the world are people being sterotype on fat people? there was once i remember:
this was said by NOVEN ( i still remember idiot. >:0 )
" kimberly is fat, ugly and stupid. "
funny aint it? why does ugly and stupid always together with fat? yes i know, some would say ..
" no .. it's okay to be fat. it's genitical blahblahblah"
but we are the less sucessful ones. for example, being an actor or singer.
if you want to audition for the character of CINDERELLA for example. if you're fat, COME ON LAR. cinderella? i'd prefer you to play the stepmother of the ugly stepsisters. so what are the chances of people like me to be the lead? huh?
if you want to be a singer , like erm .. vanessa hudgens, katherine jenkins or even savannah outen, you must also be pretty to be popular. like they say 1 whole package. -.-"
i also have a fashion problem. i mean, i know what in and what's not. only, no money.
i also see no point in wearing fantastic looking clothings. and i always must be modest.
i'll never change myself drastically to please people or friends. i must be no part of the world.
yes, i just want to have close friends, or clique if that's the word. i also want to be accepted, not hated. i want to be loved.
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that pretty much sums up 1/4 of my problems.
UGHHH. i dont know what to say.
Labels: rant, reflection
