it's 3.03 am. wowz.
currently sitting in the living room, infront of my lappy.
mum's watching some korean show which i don't find interesting at all.
and im not asleep now. considering i have to wake up really early tomorrow. hah.
for the past hour or so, i've been blog hopping. im seeing lots of friendship problems around! ( hey, im not alone! :D ). majority of if are caused by misunderstandings. it's really weird how people rant about a person ( OPENLY, which includes the person's name ) then claims that " it's MY personal blog, i can say whatever i want. "and when the other party blogs about the person twice as long .. world war III starts. i mean like, come on, if it's YOUR personal blog, PRIVATE it.
why bother to show the entire world what you've written unless you want the person to get hurt?this sounds pretty contradicting, especially the last sentence which i've changed it's colour to red, considering what i've written a few blog posts ago. i think she gets what im gonna talk about now. hah. do i want that person to get hurt? do i really want to? my answer ..
yes, i want her to.
please don't ask why. i feel that if im gonna reason everything out, it's going to be long, lame and not forgetting childish.just ask me if you want to find out real badly. just like germ's blog ( a schoolmate of mine, no worries, it's not you. ) poor boy. i wish to know both sides soon. seems like a potentially funny story. ( MUST ask elephant on tuesday if i get the chance. )
for the next part, do i care what others' think? answer: not really. basically because i live for God, my family and of course, myself. everyone is entitled to their own opinions. basically you judge after hearing 2 sides of the story. others who just hear one side and then agrees to it, are losers.
random note: MY NOTEBOOK IS SCARING ME. dumb virus.
finally, apologizing. ahh .. the hardest part. that i cannot explain. even for elephant and germ's case i don't know what's gonna happen to them. but what ever happens,i wouldn't mind eating humble pie unless she does. HAHAH .. like that's ever gonna happen.
i swear i have no idea why in the world im still blogging at 3.32 am in the morning. really an odd hour to blog. mum's nagging at me to sleep. so .. cheerios ._.
p.s: I'VE GOT TO IMPROVE ON MY ENGLISH. i sound damn singlish nowadays lar!
p.p.s: i've been listening to vitas. still love him!
p.p.p.s: i miss that elephant now.Labels: merrygoround, random, reflection
