wow. today was such a short day. hah :)
time to backtrack a little :
monday was a ... DISASTEROUS/CATASROPHIC(?)/HORRIBLE/fill-in-the-blanks day. morning started out with sports carnival. pretty boring. luckily yuanjin was by my side all the way. watched some matches like soccer, basketball and floorball. BORING. just walked around till like 10.
after that went to change and prepare for performance. my voice wasn't at it's best. BLAME CHOCOLATE! i was so dumb to not take care of my voice. my outfit was ....... nothing to say. what about performance? PERFORMANCE? dammit. if it weren't for meisian to push me on stage to "save" someone, it would have been slightly better. i blame myself for trying to be a hero in the first place and allowing myself to sing with HER. KIMBERLY YOU KNOW YOU'RE MORE OF A SOLOIST! damn. my performance was slightly better though. only probs with voice and the way i move. heh.
im hurt for several reasons. first, after i performed with shahidah,i tried to sms someone for support but no reply.sigh.i don't blame that person though.it's okay ._. .second i just felt all so ANGRY when he was busy with something else. the audience was okay.
finally, i promise to NEVER EVER SING ON PEICAI'S STAGE AGAIN. unless under certain circumstances. BE IT A GOOD OR BAD THING, I DON'T CARE. IM JUST TIRED OF THIS.
wanna hear me sing? look for my youtube channel or my public performances.tuesday was slackish. didn't go for tuition :/
IM TURNING 15 IN 4 DAYS TIME !!Labels: rant, reflection
