well my results were .. lets say .. BULLCRAP,RUBBISH,HORRIFYING. now my heart hurts real badly. i've gone from
"how high can i get for science,geog blah blah? so EXCITED!"to
"SHIT, I.NEED.TO.PASS." yes i do blame myself for not studying well this year. but then again, how the hell does someone study in a class like mine? yes yes. " kimberly, study at home then. "
THEN WHY THE CRAP DO I STILL GO TO SCHOOL THEN?
if i have to study at home everyday then i might as well go to school to collect my homework then go home right?
sigh. after examining myself, the reasons (in short) why i did badly is:
- chicken pox. (i know this is not really a reason) but i missed 2weeks worth of revising in school and each time i try to study at home im always giddy from the fever.
- my class. seriously lar. try studying for ONE DAY in THREEc. see if you can survive!
- ME. i hate myself. sigh.
how can i tell my parents about my results? sure i passed english,comb. humans and prolly art and i will most likely get to sec4 but my results this year is not satisfying! complete embarrassment to myself. sigh.
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i will be going to move to another blog soon. hopefully by end of this year. i might even wanna try professional blogging. well, sort of. also im going to start anew with results and stuff.
time for me to go. will prolly blog more later if i want to.
Labels: rant, reflection
