why oh why .. is it so hard to speak to someone? im not talking about speaking to someone you like but rather someone whom you've met on the streets.
i've always found myself having trouble speaking to people. be it teachers, friends or even relatives! could it be a lack of self confidence? hmm.. it shouldn't be because i PERFORM IN FRONT OF THOUSANDS AND IM NOT SCARED OR NERVOUS AT ALL!
okay, maybe a little bit nervous .... but that's not my point!
i always tend to stutter(?) or say stuff like "Errmmmmmm ....." for a really long time before saying something. gosh, i seriously need help.
HOW AM I GONNA FACE PEOPLE IN THE WORKING WORLD IN THE NEAR FUTURE? i'd be like:
Colleague: *starts talking about his presentation .... *
boss: so kimberly, what are your views about this matter?
Me: Errrmmm ... i feel that Ummmm.... it can be Errrrmmmm .... *runs to the toilet.*
I probably need some small talk lessons. but who teaches that anyway? oh well.
------------------------ end of useless rant ------------------------finally went to school today (well after school but it still counts!) for art. all i've got to say about my art is ... PREPARE FOR A B4 OR C5. im so dead. art is seriously not my thing. probably after N's i'd post a picture of it here and you'll understand why. after that went to look for art materials (which were quite expensive!) with justin. finally went home.
im still kinda sick. my throat's not getting any better, good luck for tomorrow's cappella rehearsal for me :/ i can't really sing at all! it's probably time for me to keep my voice in good shape! aca champs are pretty near! (more info about it in future blog posts )
imma go study now. feeling guilty that i'm only focusing on SS for now.
CIAO! (:
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