I have never been this confused, being so doubtful about myself. ugh.
(once again i haven't had anything in mind to blog so i'll just type whatever comes to mind. meanwhile declan galbraith's music is playing in the background so please excuse me if my post suddenly goes of topic heh.)
confessions. i once told yuanjin that i would tell that someone how i felt the moment he graduates. obviously i chickened out. plus, isn't it weird if the person dosen't feel the same? I am one who finds it tough to actually like someone in real life. so having liked him for so long, i doubt i could ever like someone else for an awful long time. sigh.
typical life of a teenager, nothing to worry about.
ANYWAY, something came up to mind.
here's a little story: (by the way, this is a separate topic. i seriously lack focus! no wonder mervyn says im random)
i was on my way to school as ususal on monday (i go to school via bus btw) so about 1 stop before where i was gonna alight, a chinese man about 30-40 plus with a orange ugh-looking shirt sat next to me. there were several seats behind me. so im guessing ... DOM (dirty old man)? so i slightly lift my bag up sorta signaling him that im alighting, he dosen't stand up he just shifts his legs to the side. feeling uncomfortable, i decided to wait till i actually reach the stop. but he sits back to his normal position.
at the stop, i said "excuse me".
his reply? " JUST NOW I LET YOU GO YOU DON'T WANT NOW ONLY YOU WANT? *insert black face here* "
i left without saying a word.
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IS THERE A NEED TO GET ANGRY?! it's basic bus etiquette, since there wasn't anyone at the back he could just stand up for a second but instead he got all pissed. even if he didn't want to stand up there wasn't a need to give me that pissed face. SERIOUSLY, SINGAPOREANS THESE DAYS. thank heavens im not one as temperamentally uncontrollable as my 4c classmates, heh. i would have already screamed like a mad woman :|
i think its time to insert a "manners & etiquette education" to our timetable, i cannot imagine life in the future.
so far life hasn't been great. pilled up with school work and CCA.
and preparing for THE GREAT O' LEVELS! *dum dum dum ...*
ciao! xoxo
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