Im one who never had a day gone by without being depressed, even if it only lasts for minutes. But somehow i would eventually get back on my feet again.
think about it, for how long can i keep this up?
My dreams are ... i can't say shattered but rather badly
CRACKED. ---------- brain fart
as of now i see myself as a failure (and im not talking about academics, that's a separate issue) . Could it be that being fat is the source of my problems? maybe. i was trying my very best to hold back my tears when teacher asked me about fat-related problems (i shan't write too much about this). i concealed it with smiles, pretending that im alright. heh, good acting.* random music playing ... do dum doo dumm dumm.*
anyway, i should really start studying, im talking about HARDCOREOLEVELSTUDYING.
i strongly believe i could be one of the top students if i just try my best .... RIGHT?
tbh. i hate writing about my emotions tho i see the need to. should i continue blogging?
well see ......
Labels: reflection
